Once upon a time..

My facebook notes.

I try to talk to you, but i don't know what to say.
I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So i don't.
But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.
And tell you how I feel.. like how i miss you.
And how i love you.
And how i need you in my life.
And especially how much i want you.
But those words may forever stay in my heart. locked inside.
Sometimes i wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.
Monday, January 11 2010




i want to scream.
i want to shout.
i want to bend.

i want to break.
i want to feel.
i want to touch.
i want to have faith and never doubt.
i want to sleep and never wake.
i want to breakdown walls and to escape be alone and hide my face.
i want to stop wanting you so much!
Tuesday, February 16 2010



I may not be the one you always run to
not the one you always think about
not even the one you love.
But if ever she hurts you and you need someone, call me.
You know i'd love to hear, "Hey, Arien? i need you here."
Tuesday, March 9 2010

Thank god for all your gift right now.I passed and I can.